….not just for who I am in pictures or who I am on the first date!
I want to know that if they find out about the rest of me that they will still want to be in my life.
I think for so many years I was so afraid of people really finding out what a horrible sinner and friend that I was….
…that I hid…I hid behind good things.
I hid behind words and smiles and good deeds.
I hid behind hard work and generosity.
I hid behind anger and frustration.
I hid behind friends.
Slowly my sin started to creep up and I couldn’t hide it anymore.
I started to be real and honest, not just before other people always but before God.
I let him in, I let him transform my heart and mind and soul. I know with every fiber of my being that I am His.
I know that there is no one, nothing, no circumstance that can take that away.
I let Him into my darkness to bring me into the light.