I have been meaning to do this for a while.
I have been meaning to sit at your feet,
And watch you pull the sun from the sky.
I have been meaning to share my heart with you.
I have been meaning to open the wounds,
So that you can heal them.

But what do “mean to’s” do for your Glory?
You desire the actions and willingness to change.

This is harder than I thought.
This is hard…
To let go of a desire that has been in me.
For such a long time.
It feels like I should be handing you a platter,
with my heart on it.

I can’t do this, because I think it is a solution.
I can’t do this, because I think it will change something.
I can’t do this, if I don’t mean it.

As I watch the sun go down.
I take the final glances of this desire or wish,
before you take it down with the sun.

That’s it…..It’s Yours to deal with….YOU CAN TAKE CONTROL!